I'll be your best kept secret

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 23:27:54 GMT

I have a squirel in my shirt.
It's a baby without a momma.
It's name is Yoohoo.
I'd like to keep him but I know that's not possible.
I'll post pictures soon.

My momma is taking him to some lady now :(

I start Petco tomorrow. I'm scared.

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 05:39:34 GMT

Not again. Everything seems to be going perfectly fine and then up out of no where. You won't understand, and that's ok. It won't happen again!?! I'm smart.

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 22:19:56 GMT

1. Reply with your name and I will write something random about you.
2. I will then tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I will pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I will tell you my first memory of you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your LJ

i'd like to ramble.

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 22:03:36 GMT

Misti &I had a squirt gun battle at Burger King today.

Last night Steph, Hope &Heather dyed their hair.
All look wonderful.
Hope &Heather switched places.
All of them look absolutely beautiful.

Amanda and I have the best conversations.

I want the truth and nothing but the truth.

And the 'Random Comment of the Day' award goes to....

DONKEY BUTT!

She's going to use my purse as a bookbag next year, cause she is a trend setter.

I'd like another piercing.
I need a new hair doooooo. Any suggestions?

Oh, and i might be a manager. I'd get paid more than double for doing what i do now but i'd have to work crazy hours. It's like like i have some awesome social life anyways.

I strongly believe in everything i said to you Maria, i just wish i could follow it.

When Amanda says something funny & I laugh it usually comes out really fake and i actually say "hahaha"

Everard is a straight-egde vegetarian and i love it. haha.

Jessi &Amanda remind me so much of each other, it's kind of scary.

Heather &I are going to have the best week ever.

Let me go huff some paint, maybe my brain will stop and i'll die .. Amanda is a weird kid.

The end.

p.s. I miss Megan &i'd like to hang out. So let's make this happen?!?

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 07:56:15 GMT

Happy Birthday Thomas!!!!!!

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 18:43:02 GMT

I'm home from the Ocean.
It was fun.
really interesting.
I'll post some pictures later on.

But right now i just miss my friends.
I hate it when they are mad at me.
I'm really sorry Thomas, i'm going back to the Ocean Sunday with my family & i will search hard.

I love you guys, like i love no others.
Eff the summer. Last fall was the best time of my life.
♥

Oh&i've been having the worst dreams of my life. I've been waking up crying. I just wish it would go away.

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 05:54:28 GMT

Reply anonymously with something that you've always wondered about me. It could be anything - remember, you'll be anonymous! Then post this in your journal so I can ask you.

i can't figure out the LJ cut, sorry

Thu, 26 May 2005 19:15:31 GMT

1) Your gender: a lady
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: yes
(4) Want to be?: not really
(5) Your birth day: October 24th
(6) Age you act: it depends
(7) Age you wish you were: 8
(8) Your height: 5'5"
(9) The color of your eyes: brown
(10) Happy with it?: sure
(11) The color of your hair: dark brown/purplish/reddish..you tell me.
(12) Happy with it? i guess
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right
(14) Your living arrangement?: with my parents
(15) Your family?: i only talk to my parents/siblings
(16) What's your job: BK employee
(17) Piercings?: ears?/lip
(18) Tattoos?: nope
(19) Obsessions?: American Idol haha
(20) Do you speak another language?: more Spanish then the Mexicans [i ♥ you Ria]
(21) Have a favorite quote?: not really, i have a bad memory, so when i like something i rarely remember it
(22) Do you have a web page?: does myspace count
(23) Do you live in the moment?: occasionally
(24) Do you have any secrets?: of course
(25) Do you hate yourself?: no, i kickass
(26) Do you like your handwriting?: i guess, it's too bubbly tho
(27) Do you have any bad habits?: yea
(28) What is the compliment you get most from people? uhm ... they like the way i tie my shoes?? i don't know
(29) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Babbaloo
(30) What's your biggest fear?: spiders
(31) Can you sing?: not at all
(32) Are you a loner?: rarely
(33) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: definitely.
(34) Are you a daredevil?: nah
(35) What is your greatest strength and weakness? my greatest strength and weakness are probably the same thing, that i trust and love too much.
(36) If you could change one thing about yourself?: my nasty ass bangs!!
(37) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love
(38) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no
(39) Do you think life has been good so far?: I take the good with the bad. Everything happens for a reason and i am just recently learning to see things as they truely are
(40) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Don't put a peanut butter jar in the microwave!!!
(41) What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes
(42) And least?: my butt, or lack there of
(43) Do you think you are good looking?: sure
(44) Are you confident?: usually
(45) Are you perceived wrongly?: probably

DO YOU...
(46) Smoke?: no
(47) Do drugs?: no
(48) Read the newspaper?: nope
(49) Pray?: not usually
(50) Go to church? no
(51) Talk to strangers who IM you?: somtimes, but most of the time they are creepy
(52) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes, only 2 tho haha
(53) Take walks in the rain?: i like to.
(54) Talk to people that hate you : no

HAVE YOU EVER...
(55) Liked your voice? no
(56) Hurt yourself?: never on purpose
(57) Been out of the country?: no, hopefully i will soon
(58) Been unfaithful?: no
(59) Been in love?: yes
(60) Done drugs?: yeah
(61) Gone skinny dipping?: no
(62) Had a surgery?: no
(63) Been picked on?: whenever i go to the mexican's. i can't help it i think faster than i talk haha
(64) Been on stage?: yes
(65) Slept outdoors?: i think i've taken a nap.
(66) Thought about suicide?: not really
(67) Pulled an all-nighter?: yes
(68) If yes, what is your record?: until about 8 or 9am
(69) Talked on the phone all night?:  yes
(70) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes
(71) Slept all day?: yes
(72) Killed someone?: wanted to
(73) Made out with a stranger?: no
(74) Had sex with a stranger?: ew, no ... slut!!
(75) Thought you're going crazy?: all the time
(76) Kissed the same sex?: yes
(77) Done anything sexual with the same sex? no
(78) Been betrayed? yes. <BR>
(79) Had a dream that came true?: i don't think so
(80) Broken the law?: a few times
(81) Met a famous person?: yea
(82) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: i hit a squirel once, i cried.
(83) Stolen anything?: yes
(84) Been on radio/TV.?: no
(85) Had a nervous breakdown?: kind of
(86) Considered religious vocation?: haha no

CLOTHES and other fashion
(87) Shoe brand?: vans or payless? lol
(88) Brand of clothing?: doesn't matter
(89) Cologne/perfume?: lilu
(90) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: whatever i feel like/uniform
(91) Wear hats?: no
(92) Wear make-up?: sometimes
(93) Favorite place to shop?: where ever i see something i want
(94) Favorite article of clothing?: i don't think i have a favorite
(95) Are you trendy?: i don't think so
(96) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: i don't go to school, but when i did have to wear a uniform, it was itchy

BELIEFS
(97) Believe in life on other planets?: sure
(98) Miracles?: yes
(99) Astrology?: no
(100) Magic?: no
(101) God?: yes
(102) Satan?: i suppose
(103) Santa?: haha no
(104) Ghosts?: yes, i'm to afraid not to believe
(105) Luck?: i suppose
(106) Love at first sight?: no
(107) Yin and Yang?: sure

LOVE, and all that
(108) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no
(109) Do you remember your first love?: yeah
(110) Still love him/her?: yes, i always will but it will never be the same love
(111) Do you consider love a mistake?: no
(112) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: ha, no
(113) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: i'd feel kind of bad, but i'd get over it. and just tell them it's better if we be friends.
(114) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: it depends, i think i'd rather have some idea about the person first
(115) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? i'm sure at least someone does.
(116) What is best about the opposite sex?: when they remember the little things
(117) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: when they decide to lie and become an ass.
(118) What's the last present someone gave you? uhm .. Heather kinda gave me my rats.
(119) Are you in love?: no
(120) Do you consider your significant other hot?: i don't have one.
(121) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: continue walking, haha

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

(122) You wanted to kill?: let's not talk about that
(123) That you laughed at?: i think Laura&Amanda
(124) That laughed at you?: usually everyone i'm around
(125) That turned you on?: me. duh.
(126) You went shopping with?: my little brother
(127) That broke your heart?: no one special
(128) To disappoint you?: people who suck
(129) To ask you out?: some guy who came into Burger King. ahahahaha
(130) To make you cry?: yet again, no one special
(131) To brighten up your day?: Ziggy&Bubba&Sadie
(132) That you thought about?: my brother
(133) You saw a movie with? Misti&Kita&Char&Irvin&Jason&Shauntee
(134) You talked to on the phone?: Holly
(135) You talked to through IM?: Heather
(136) You saw?: Amanda
(137) You lost?: uhm .. i couldn't find Mike the other day?
(138) You wanted to be?: Your grandfather!!
(139) You told off?: probably someone i didn't mean to
(140) You trusted?: too many people
(141) You turned down?: i have no idea

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(142) Smiled?: not that long ago
(143) Laughed?: about an hour ago, watching That 70's show
(144) Cried?: sometime last week
(145) Bought something?: yesterday
(146) Were sarcastic?: everyday
(147) hugged someone?: Justin
(148) Talked to an ex?: a while ago
(149) Watched your fave movie?: about 2 months ago, i'll never get it back
(150) Had a nightmare?: i don't really have nightmares anymore, just really sad dreams lately
(151) Listened to the radio?: probably a month or so ago
(152) Watched TV?: 30 min ago
153) Went out?: today?
(154) Helped someone?: never!
(155) Sang?: in my car, today
(156) Saw a movie in a theater?: about a month ago, Amityville
(157) Said "I love you"?: about an hour ago, to my mom
(158) Missed someone?: all the time
(159) Fought with a family member?: Amanda&I are fighting now? I think.
(160) Fought with a friend?: I don't remember
(161) Had a serious conversation?: i always try to, but always get distracted

Thi shit never gets old

Fri, 13 May 2005 23:56:15 GMT

Hi, I'm Ashley Michelle of Fairgreen Rd. And I love anal sex. If anybody out there wants to give it to me up the ass, I'd be delighted.

And also, I love President W.

thank you and goodnight.

I thought this would be a good idea...

Sun, 01 May 2005 04:36:15 GMT

whores!

♥

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 21:51:53 GMT

Your Birthdate: October 24

Born on the 24th, you have a greater capacity for responsibility and helping others than your may have realized.

You may also become the mediator and peacemaker in inharmonious situations.

Devoted to family, you tend to manage and protect.

This birth date adds to the emotional nature and perhaps to the sensitivities.

Affections are important to you; both the giving and the receiving.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

...bored...

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 19:45:09 GMT

last to...
x. sleep in your bed: my dog?
x. see you cry: Misti or Martin
x. shared a bed with: you
x. made you cry: i'm not to speak of that
x. share a drink with: Misti
x. you went to the movies with: Tom, Misti and Matt
x. you went to the mall with: Hope, Heather and Vince
x. yelled at you: Amanda [she yells a lot]
x. you hugged: i think Hope, or someone last night
x. sent you an email: my mom

have you ever...
x. said "i love you" and meant it? every time
x. gotten in a fight with your pet: when i'm trying to sleep
x. been to new york: does the statue of liberty count?
x. florida: no

x. california: no
x. hawaii: no
x. mexico: nope
x. china: no
x. canada:no
x. danced naked: probably
x. ever dream something really crazy and then it happened the next day: it's possible
x. wished you were the opposite sex: nah
x. had an imaginary friend: i don't think so
x. worst feeling in the world: loosing someone you love
x. what is the first thing you think when you wake up: i don't wanna go to work
x. future daughter's name: no idea
x. future son's name: Constantine???
x. do you sleep with a stuffed animal: i have some in my bed
x. what's under your bed: old junk
x. favorite sport to watch: football?
x. current Age: 18
x. siblings: Holly, Amanda and Michael

what, who, where
x. location: dundalk
x. college plans: eventually
x. piercings/tattoos: nothing exciting
x. do you do drugs: nah
x. do you drink: occasionally
x. who is your best friend: if you know my catch phrases then you are one of them
x. what are you most scared of: dying without ever truly loving or being loved
x. what clothes do you sleep in: t-shirt and sleep pants
x. where do you want to get married: i have no idea
x. who do you really hate: not anyone
x. what type automobile do you drive: a Tempo, haha
x. do you have a job: yea
x. do you like being around people: sometimes
x. are you for world peace: who isn't?
x. are you a health freak: not really
x. have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: i think so :/
x. have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yes.
x. do you have a "type" of person you always go after: not really, but kinda
x. are you lonely right now: :(
x. ever afraid you'll never get married: not really...
x. do you want to get married: maybe
x. do you want kids: i think so.

favorite
x. room in house: bedroom
x. type(s) of music: pretty much anything, unless it's horrible!
x. color: black/pink
x. month: october
x. stone: ?

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 20:33:32 GMT

Misti can read my mind.
I like to vacuum her too, with the cow vacuum that is.
oh and we watched on demand dating, it wasn't that entertaining.

Today was fun.
Heather brought me a crab :), i shared tho.
Hope, Heather, Misti, Britney and I went down to Fells and walked around.

Fun times to come Saturday?
i hope so.

Oh and TJ's birthday party yesterday was very entertaining. It's hard to drive with a dozen balloons in my car tho. He appreciated it, and that's always the best when someone is just thankful to have you around. :)

p.s. i really wanna watch eternal sunshine of the spotless mind :(

..i haven't saw James since the night he left the mexican's to go to the hospital, is he okay?

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 14:31:02 GMT

Hi I'm Ashley and I'm lame. And I have no life.

-Love, Misti

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 22:00:42 GMT

Today is TJ's birthday. Misti and I said that we were going to throw him a birthday celebration, but we are bad at planning things. We're going to get him a cake and take him to the park...i hope i'm never lonely on my birthday.

I've been hanging out with Misti and Hope quite a bit lately.
We are swinging masters and we take funny pictures.

Today, at Burger King, this little old lady tried to give me a dollar for being nice to her. I couldn't accept her money but it made me really happy that she offered.

I went to Brick Over Pizza for my very first time yesterday with Hope and Vince, it was good.

Sunday Misti, Tom, Matt and I went to see Amityville Horror, it scared the shit out of me. Amanda told me not to go see it, but i just didn't listen, next time i think i will.

Friday night a bunch of us went up to Rosewood again, we got caught. The police officer put Dan and Dennis in the car and acted as if he was going to arrest them, but he didn't. Thank goodness.

I wanna do something exciting this weekend, i'm sick of sleeping so much.

Happy 4.20 guys! haha

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 01:52:06 GMT

i have a puppy, but he doesn't have a name yet, or at least a steady name.
suggestions would be nice.

everything goes by so fast...

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 22:11:36 GMT

Tuesday Misti and I had a shopping date.
we purchased pretty shirts and undies
and we are making shirts and we bought canvas'
it was fun stuff
then we had an overdue sleepover even tho Misti is no fun cause she sleeps so much

Yesterday me and heather met up and tried to sign up for school but we were not successful,
we will be trying again next week tho.
we were headed to the mall but then decided to take a road trip to Philly.
i got to see my very first Waffle House.
we drove down 40 for about 2 hours and wound up in Delaware.
and it still said about 45 miles to Philly
so we turned around and decided to try again another day.

Then we called Britt and told her to get directions to Rosewood so we could go up there.
we thought the cops came cause we saw flashlights so we hid in-between buildings [very close to the windows, i could of died]
but it turned out it was 10 kids from Parkville,
we walked around with them and we went into one of the buildings and there was still lights flickering.
the very top floor was caving in, it was actually kind of cool.
then the real cops came and me and heather hid behind a tree and Britt went off with the other kids.
after we found them we went to Safeway and we were talking to the cashier guy and he said that if they catch us up there we will get arrested,
i doubt it but who knows.

oh and while me and heather were hiding behind a tree Misti called me so i could listen to the Backstreet Boys concert. hehe

there will be an ashley/hope/misti hang out date as soon as Hope gets back from Boston.
there are many things to be discussed.

i was cleaning my room the other day and i found a bunch of my prom stuff.
i really did not have fun.
i wish i would of.

i think i am going to be changing my cell phone number again.
this time, i won't be stupid, at all.

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 17:18:18 GMT

i think i may of had a heart attack this morning, or like an early warning of one.
i woke up at 7am crying my eyes out because i was in so much pain.
it felt like i had an elephant on my chest.
then i vomited, and thats just not healthy.
i'm so tired of being sick.
i have a doctors appointment in about a half an hour.
i'm afraid to go,
i really don't enjoy it there.

[[p.s. the weather sucks]]

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 12:04:54 GMT

i have bangs now.

i was afraid to come home.

i almost threw up, but thanks to Misti, Hope, Britney and Ms. Pam, i survived.

I'm still not sure about them. :(

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 03:56:46 GMT

*Thinking back I forgot to tell you this,
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me,
What hurts more is I would still die for you.*

i wish i had time to update.
things have been so flip-floppy
i'll try and remember to update and explain later.

this morning was horrible.
tomorrow will be better.

it's going to hurt, sad but true.

tomorrow i am getting bangs.
i hope it looks alright.
then hang out time with Misti and Hope :)

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 14:36:17 GMT

this really isn't a good idea :-/

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 20:55:54 GMT

why can't everyone just get along?
it makes me sad.

things have been good lately tho.

tomorrow i think i am going up to visit Scheulen :)
and Andrew told me to come up Friday and watch their baseball game,
possibly.

apparently he misses me
i don't know if it's sincere or not,
i'm not sure how i feel about it.
Heather said she's not allowing it tho.
haha

i got to speak with Steven for a bit today.
things will work out, sweetpea.

Tuesday me/misti/hope are hanging out.
i haven't saw her in so long.

almost every night me and heather take a walk and talk about random things.
it's nice.
she understands things that most people don't.

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 12:23:40 GMT

if you could change one thing about me, what would it be?

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 18:50:44 GMT

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

• You must tell 4 people about this game.
• Tim is the one that you love.
• Steve is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Misti.
• Amanda is the one who knows you very well.
• Martin is your lucky star.
• Lipstick and Letdown is the song that matches with Tim.
• Pieces Of Me is the song for Steve.
• The boy who blocked his own shot is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and Daughters is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 18:00:23 GMT

why am i the way i have become?
this is getting really ridiculous.

i haven't really been doing much lately
except working of course.

Sunday was supposed to be fun,
but i was really lazy and didn't feel like moving quickly
so by the time i was ready no one wanted to do anything.
i went up to BK to get an application for Heather and i started to play with the mustard and ketcup bottles
i made Donta' a nice little thingy out of ketchup saying that i love him but then Tim got mad
cause it wasn't for him and he messed it all up.
i was going to take pictures of my art work but the batteries in my camera were dead.
Then me and Heather walked around the track a few times, it was nice.
we are going to start doing it more often :)
oh and there was a drunk guy sitting on the steps and he started to talk to us around love.
it was funny.

Yesterday it was so beautiful.
all day while i was at work i couldn't wait to leave and feed the ducks.
when i got off me i went to Merrit Park to feed them, and i almost got attacked by seaguls
so i decided to just feed them through my car window.
Heather met me there and we fed them some more.
it was funny.
cause we were both terrified of the birds.
later i went and bought bread for like 3 bucks and attempted to feed the ducks again.
Mrs. Lynn came and picked up Jake at 6:30, it was sad to see him go.
But she is seriously the nicest lady i have ever met and he is going to be happy with her.
steven michael you better be nice to my bird<3
American Idol is awesome and everyone should watch it and be in love with Constantine <3

I wanna go out today.
It was such a nice day yesterday and today, the day i have off, it's nasty outside. :(
i wanna go to the thrift store and to whitemarsh and so many other random things.
i miss hanging out with Maria, it was always fun.
but lately we don't ever.
and today we were supposed to but it's all nasty :(

i think my phone is breaking again.
it's really hard for me to hear people and for them to hear me, so i end up screaming in the phone.
it's interesting.

always look on the brightside of life .. possibly.